school, weddings, and fatties

So I guess I haven't been that good with the blogging, not that I think what I write is very interesting anyway.

I'm trying to make it through what might be my last fall semester in college. I use the work might because I don't have a very good track record when it comes to school. But I'm finally so close to graduating I can actually see the light at the end of the tunnel. Unfortunately before i can get through I have to complete a 300 hour internship. Its not really that bad, but i fell all this pressure like who/whatever I intern for will be my forever career. Currently I am on a wedding planner kick. I think it is something I can be really good at, but there is a lot of risk in that kind of business. I could also be some kind of government worker or HR manager, but where is the fun in that? So this is my current dilemma... try and intern doing something I could possibly love doing or intern somewhere that I almost certainly will not like? oye, not that there is a guarantee on either of those.. I don't have the most sparkling academic resume.

Other than that not a lot going on in my life, trying to decide Halloween plans and make it through the school week. Oh there is one other thing...

I'm tired of being fat and lazy all the time. I've tried to start this work out program but I seriously lack motivation (as if looking in the mirror isn't enough) I need to lose a crap ton of weight not just to be healthy and all that crap but I want to look good, buy fun clothes mostly.. yeah I guess I'm that shallow. One of the big reasons I want to lose weight if for my best friend's wedding... I refuse to be the biggest person there! I'm the maid of honor and I don't want to be all fatties and on display to everyone! I've got about nine months to lose as much weight as possible, ideally i would like to lose like 50+ pounds (told ya I was fatties)... we'll just have to see how that goes.